Photographer Credit: Brandon Gonzalez @ Captured Photography
Hello, I’m Eva, and I am the creator of The Cosmic Muse.
This is my passion, my art, my therapy, and my purpose.
I am truly blessed in having the honor to guide so many uniquely wonderful people from all over the World, helping them connect with their higher self, face their shadow, and create the life they desire.
Everything that I offer, I have taught myself. It was through being brutally broken that preceded to me find myself and embrace my truth. It was through self-discovery that I unveiled my gift of alchemy. I am passionate about what I do because it works and has revealed how magick truly does exist.
I am what you would call a hereditary witch, but I am not really one with labels as that limits potential. Fact is my gift runs through my family, and so I was born with magick in my veins. However, not everyone in my family was practicing or utilizing their talents, and so I didn’t have a lot of instruction other than from my two aunts (yes, sort of like practical magic 😅). The one who made the largest impact on me and my spiritual journey was my Aunt Leah, she had died when I was 7 and has been in my life guiding me ever since. It was her Tarot deck that I received along with her books and scribblings about astrology and her Matron Goddess Inanna.
I have moved around my entire life from different states and spent most of my childhood in Alberta, Canada. For the most part, before I ever became serious or even remotely interest in spirituality, I was a northern country girl training horses and living a rather normal life. My first job was mucking stalls for exchange of leasing a horse and lessons on how to train her.
I am truly blessed in having the honor to guide so many uniquely wonderful people from all over the World, helping them connect with their higher self, face their shadow, and create the life they desire.
Everything that I offer, I have taught myself. It was through being brutally broken that preceded to me find myself and embrace my truth. It was through self-discovery that I unveiled my gift of alchemy. I am passionate about what I do because it works and has revealed how magick truly does exist.
I am what you would call a hereditary witch, but I am not really one with labels as that limits potential. Fact is my gift runs through my family, and so I was born with magick in my veins. However, not everyone in my family was practicing or utilizing their talents, and so I didn’t have a lot of instruction other than from my two aunts (yes, sort of like practical magic 😅). The one who made the largest impact on me and my spiritual journey was my Aunt Leah, she had died when I was 7 and has been in my life guiding me ever since. It was her Tarot deck that I received along with her books and scribblings about astrology and her Matron Goddess Inanna.
I have moved around my entire life from different states and spent most of my childhood in Alberta, Canada. For the most part, before I ever became serious or even remotely interest in spirituality, I was a northern country girl training horses and living a rather normal life. My first job was mucking stalls for exchange of leasing a horse and lessons on how to train her.
“Out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls; the most massive characters are seared with scars.”
― Kahlil Gibran
When I was 13 is when everything changed, for the worse. Not only does magick run in my family, so did the cycle of abuse. Be it from family members or spouses, abuse took its toll. They say the way you’re born is the way you’ll live out your life. I was born early due to domestic assault. I won’t get into the full details of what I had survived so far in this life, but the point is, I was stripped from my sense of self, feminine power, and instilled with a deeply rooted fear of ever letting my guard down, or to trust in even myself. Soul retrievals? Dark night of the soul? Oh, I’ve had plenty…
My spiritual awakening was triggered by the blurring of my own timelines, of connecting with my past lives, and the one that stuck out the most was being tried as a witch because I wouldn’t convert my spiritual beliefs. The paganistic practices of that life were centered around being connected to the Earth and the energies around us. It inspired me and led me to research.
Everything in my life began to shift rapidly when I experienced my Kundalini Awakening. I was experiencing real magick for one of the first times in my life, and it felt powerful. I became more in tune and connected with my gifts, even though I was barely scratching the surface, because much like shadow work, your gifts are held within layers of energetic baggage that encases them. As my spiritual journey accelerated, so did my shadow work journey.
My spiritual awakening was triggered by the blurring of my own timelines, of connecting with my past lives, and the one that stuck out the most was being tried as a witch because I wouldn’t convert my spiritual beliefs. The paganistic practices of that life were centered around being connected to the Earth and the energies around us. It inspired me and led me to research.
Everything in my life began to shift rapidly when I experienced my Kundalini Awakening. I was experiencing real magick for one of the first times in my life, and it felt powerful. I became more in tune and connected with my gifts, even though I was barely scratching the surface, because much like shadow work, your gifts are held within layers of energetic baggage that encases them. As my spiritual journey accelerated, so did my shadow work journey.
“In myths the hero is the one who conquers the dragon, not the one who is devoured by it. And yet both have to deal with the same dragon. Also, he is no hero who never met the dragon, or who, if once he saw it, declared afterwards that he saw nothing. Equally, only one who has risked the fight with the dragon and is not overcome by it wins the hoard, the “treasure hard to attain”. He alone has a genuine claim to self-confidence, for he has faced the dark ground of his self and thereby has gained himself. This experience gives some faith and trust, the pistis in the ability of the self to sustain him, for everything that menaced him from inside he has made his own. He has acquired the right to believe that he will be able to overcome all future threats by the same means. He has arrived at an inner certainty which makes him capable of self-reliance.”
- Carl Jung
I am so very passionate about shadow work because it’s the most important part of the healing journey, the path back to yourself, and the road to true empowerment. When you integrate the light and the shadow sides of yourself, you get to truly know yourself on a much deeper level that harnesses more self-control, a healthy self-image, and gives the power to create an outside world that caters to our higher path and greatest good.
The deeper I went into my shadow work, the more of myself I found. Once lacking any self-confidence, boundaries, and poor self-image that held me prisoner from ever succeeding in a life I could truly be happy in, I transformed my pain into gold and found ways to help others do the same.
I am not by any means perfect. I am human. The traumas I faced are deep and so I am still to this day, and will in the future, be working on myself. In fact, I recently had another dark night of the soul in which I experienced another ego death and spiritual rebirth. The stigma of spiritual healers having to be perfect, or almost “god like” is absurd.
Any real healer has faults, is still learning, and is still doing the inner work to better understand themselves, others around them, and life here on this planet. A real healer has journeyed to the depths of hell and came back, carrying water buckets for others along the way so to help soothe the pain along their own journeys, and assisting them where they can so to help them come back unscathed, but more of themselves as they face their own inner demons.
I am still healing.
There were times in my life where I tried to run from my gifts, plug back into the matrix, and rejoin society living the mundane life of that 9-5. Besides, I am a single mother and must provide for my family with minimal help. So many of us are doing it, alone, and we have to do what we must. However, the Universe, fate, my destiny, have different plans for me. I cannot deny who I am nor hold back from the work that I was born to do. While my past was traumatic, much of it I wouldn’t wish upon my worst enemy, it did shape me into who I am and sparked the inspiration to look for more in life. Without my past, I would have never known real magick.
I came to this Earth carrying so much ancestral baggage as well as my own from prior lifetimes. I came here to break cycles, and to help you break your own as well. We all want a better world, and so the only way we can do so is through creating a better us.
Using rituals, meditation, crystal therapy, and using tools such as astrology and tarot, I have come to understand how to reprogram the mind, redirect thoughts, and dive deep into the depths of pain so to understand it’s message and how to utilize it.
What I offer to my clients are tools I have used on myself. When my clients come to me and release their baggage, I am understanding because of my empathic abilities, but also because I have experienced a lot. I have been down to those depths, felt the shame, guilt, anger, and everything that comes with those darker emotions. I understand. No one’s path is the same, but I can still relate, show support, and provide guidance on how to cope, heal, release, and create magick.
I firmly believe that when we meet ourselves, our true selves, we can harness real power, our own unique power, and that can help shape the World into becoming a better place. When we encompass self-love, respect, and see others for who they are, we can inspire others to do the same for themselves, and thus helping the collective ascend to a better frequency.
Thank you for reading!
The deeper I went into my shadow work, the more of myself I found. Once lacking any self-confidence, boundaries, and poor self-image that held me prisoner from ever succeeding in a life I could truly be happy in, I transformed my pain into gold and found ways to help others do the same.
I am not by any means perfect. I am human. The traumas I faced are deep and so I am still to this day, and will in the future, be working on myself. In fact, I recently had another dark night of the soul in which I experienced another ego death and spiritual rebirth. The stigma of spiritual healers having to be perfect, or almost “god like” is absurd.
Any real healer has faults, is still learning, and is still doing the inner work to better understand themselves, others around them, and life here on this planet. A real healer has journeyed to the depths of hell and came back, carrying water buckets for others along the way so to help soothe the pain along their own journeys, and assisting them where they can so to help them come back unscathed, but more of themselves as they face their own inner demons.
I am still healing.
There were times in my life where I tried to run from my gifts, plug back into the matrix, and rejoin society living the mundane life of that 9-5. Besides, I am a single mother and must provide for my family with minimal help. So many of us are doing it, alone, and we have to do what we must. However, the Universe, fate, my destiny, have different plans for me. I cannot deny who I am nor hold back from the work that I was born to do. While my past was traumatic, much of it I wouldn’t wish upon my worst enemy, it did shape me into who I am and sparked the inspiration to look for more in life. Without my past, I would have never known real magick.
I came to this Earth carrying so much ancestral baggage as well as my own from prior lifetimes. I came here to break cycles, and to help you break your own as well. We all want a better world, and so the only way we can do so is through creating a better us.
Using rituals, meditation, crystal therapy, and using tools such as astrology and tarot, I have come to understand how to reprogram the mind, redirect thoughts, and dive deep into the depths of pain so to understand it’s message and how to utilize it.
What I offer to my clients are tools I have used on myself. When my clients come to me and release their baggage, I am understanding because of my empathic abilities, but also because I have experienced a lot. I have been down to those depths, felt the shame, guilt, anger, and everything that comes with those darker emotions. I understand. No one’s path is the same, but I can still relate, show support, and provide guidance on how to cope, heal, release, and create magick.
I firmly believe that when we meet ourselves, our true selves, we can harness real power, our own unique power, and that can help shape the World into becoming a better place. When we encompass self-love, respect, and see others for who they are, we can inspire others to do the same for themselves, and thus helping the collective ascend to a better frequency.
Thank you for reading!